How do we focus on the light?

Well well well....

I started meditating a little bit recently. I feel great when I do it more often, but it seems to become a non-priority very often. I really should make more time for it, it focuses me more and then for the rest of the day my time is spent more wisely, awake, and productively... so in all actuality, it does not take time, but gives it instead. The more focused and present you are in your moment the more you can get done swiftly. Plus it seems to help me balance a bit.

Well I went to a drum circle last full moon weekend on the beach... danced a lot and had a great time. Well at one point I decided to meditate in the middle of the circle, and I went quite deep.. actually deeper than I have been before. I saw some things that are happening in my life energetically, and eventually after trying things myself to fix these scenarios in my vision, I asked to be shown how to change them... well I was shown, however I am having a hard time putting that vision into action.

This is all very vague I realize that, but until I can talk freely about this... without it comming back into me... I do not want to fan the fire so to speak. Lets just say I have a black cloud trying to surround me, and I need to focus on the light instead. So my vision has shown me...

But how do we focus on the light above when blackness surrounds us where we are? Well today I got an email... it is kind of a daily inspiration email and today it said, do not focus on what you can not do, focus on what you can do. I take that as the universe telling me how to put this vision into action, in a few aspects of my life right now. I have everything I need to create a beautiful life, but some things need to be straigtened out and I keep focusing on what is wrong... not that I do not need to be mindfull of it, but I need to not give it anymore energy than it already has.

The situations in my life keeping me from have as good a life as I could are being dealt with... and today I took action on what I could do, and it seems things are moving along... I am most likely in the period of the darkest before the dawn... So hopefully I can move aside and let the dawn come.